Facebook…what I need to say about Facebook?

For many years I have had a love-hate relationship with Facebook. This is a topic that has been sitting and stirring in my heart for a couple of years now.

I love Facebook because it is my platform, but I hate Facebook for the same reason.

I want to share but I have to worry about how I share, what I share, when I share…because I fear it will all get judged or misunderstood. Do they like it? Do they love it? Does it make them angry? Did someone misunderstand my intentions and get their feelings hurt? Do they think I’m boasting?

So much intensity, stress, and anxiety on a platform that I have chosen to use for purposes that people may not understand because many people in my life really don’t know me! The reality is there are many people in my life…but only a small handful really know me.

If you really know me then you know that I love my family…fiercely! I love food, cooking, baking, and recipes! I love wine and coffee both on the cloudiest of days. Okay If I’m being honest I love coffee and wine any day! I love to run and read (but not at the same time 😉). I want to travel the world with my family, and be able to document those travels. Most of all, I hold all memories near and dear to my heart!

If you really know me than you know that one of the favorite parts of my day is going to the memories section of my Facebook page and revisiting memories and moments. In a day that is full of car rides, to-do lists, cooking, cleaning, teaching. GO, GO, GO, GO! It is so wonderful to just sit for a bit and reflect. To hear my 8 year old’s laughter as a two year old. To hear my 11 year old’s voice as a four year old. To see my four year old playing peek-a-boo at 6 months. It helps me start my day with a joyful disposition.

Do I know that I should not have to explain myself….absolutely! Should I be allowed to enjoy my Facebook page for me…absolutely! Have I held back in the past for fear of judgement…yes, yes I have. I am who I am….and I am going to use my platform for me. Please know that my posts are not about bragging…it is about me living my best life with my family, no boundaries, no regrets, and making great memories! Please know that it has never been about anyone else…it has always been about me for me! Is it self centered, maybe…but in a day where I give 100% of myself to everyone else, I will take this platform and use it to enjoy my memories and my life…my way!

Everyone is welcome to enjoy my memories with me. Everyone is welcome to get to know my family and myself because this platform is about what brings us joy!